Traveling inward
Beautiful expression by a client for the session conducted by Geetika Garg.
One fine day when I decided sharing one of my life time thrilling experience to others, I was much confused on how to describe the same. For sure, I am not a poet to use attracting words to exaggerate the reality, I am certainly not a great story narrator as well to give the exact pause or emphasize to make the context more interesting. But what I decided then is, the life time experience what I had, shouldn’t be left inside me for life long without being useful for others. So I believe the right intention what I have won’t be overruled by some grammatical mistakes and sentence making which then makes it perfectly a BLOG :-). With that note, hope I have now brought your expectation rightly set :-).
Before start sharing about my own personal experience which I will call henceforth a real life story, I want to talk about myself – the hero of the story.
My greatest strength that I would like to call out is certainly my honesty and patriotism. When it comes to the negative side, the list goes on and on.
I am basically short tempered, un-satisfied, live in dreams, very intense critic, thrive for success, have inferiority complex. .The biggest problem I found in myself was my uncontrolled anger which shows me as a Villain even for my wife at times. The inferiority complex developed with in me due to some deficiencies I have actually dragged me to an extent to become jealous on others who I presumed the perfect creation. The Society where I grew also played a vital role in my character devastation by ignoring my positives and teasing at my problems. . The frustration developed inside me made me a hard core critic. If I found something wrong or not in perfection, I criticize that to the core and with improper language. Soon, my negative vibrations started impacting even my kids and in their behaviors. I was helpless and hopeless to come out of this monstrous character and obsession which I even started disliking and afraid of.
Days went by. One fine day, a person who I knew before cause of her dynamic personality approached me and wanted to talk to me for some time. She was one of the few people who I got admired (jealous …in my own terms). Her age didn’t match her thoughts and sentences. Very matured. She was trying to convey me about something called reincarnation and regression therapy. To be honest I have never heard of it or would have never given attention to it. The so called scientific approach to anything, which I was taught by modern science all these days didn’t allow me to accept the artifacts she presented in front of me about reincarnation and regression therapy. But I was overwhelmed by the fact that her intention was simply good. Her ready to help attitude impressed me and made me listen to her and cooperate. She wanted me to go through regression process and she was ready to help me in that. All she wanted from me was a date to fix the appointment. Her soothing voice & magnetic eyes convinced my ego to accept for a regression therapy. But still the notorious character inside me was keep yelling at me to prove her wrong and embarrass her. We fixed a time to meet and go through the regression process.
One day before the scheduled date to meet, she messaged me some precautionary steps to follow. Things like no intaking of alcohol, coffee/Tea, take good rest and breakfast. Though I desperately wanted to break that rules, the words came from my wife “Why can’t you even respect the people who cares about you?” gave a tight slap to my inner voice and ego.
I went to her Studio (her friend’s house) where she was doing her regression sessions. She asked me to relax for some time. She was carrying some papers with her and a laptop. She gave me a brief presentation on regression and re-incarnation. I was nodding as if I understood everything. I was more curious about the session I am about to go through. Honestly I was not much listening to her. But her voice is so powerful (not loud when I mean it) that it was some how entering in to my head even though I didn’t listen to her much. I even asked her ” Is this hypnotizing?”. I was very proud of myself asking that silly question not even even realizing that I am insulting her credibility. But she gently smiled and replied “Hypnotizing is keeping you not aware of what you are doing. Regression therapy is something which you are talking to your inner voice or the subconscious mind. Here you will be very much conscious and in self-control. Don’t worry you wont reveal your credit card number to me”. Her cute response with humour justified her statement. I couldn’t argue further. After a 15 minute of presentation, we started the session. I sat on a sophisticated chair. It was designed for such sessions I guess. She then asked me to talk openly from the bottom of my heart and tell her the problems I am having. She was carrying papers with multiple question sets. I started narrating her the various incidents that impacted me in my childhood, the obsession I have with in me, about my anger. She looked like a stenographer who can write things very fast up on listening. I was keep telling her a lot about my personal life. She was making notes of each an every thing. Trust me it needs practice and patience. I am not sure, I could have opened up to some one so much about myself. As I said earlier, she has the magic to turn people to match her wavelength based on her questions and kindness. I slowly started believe in her confidence and her efforts. After some time of conversation, she asked me to relax by playing a video that displayed the beauty of nature with a pacifying music. The vibration in the room was extraordinary and I could feel it. I was so excited.
After the video, she asked me to gently close my eyes and follow her instructions. After that All I was hearing was her rhythmic voice. The feeling I had was not manipulating , instead someone holding your hand and taking you to a journey of new era. She was triggering my subconscious to talk to me. She took me to my childhood days. I was almost seeing a movie or should I say that a documentary? I don’t know how to explain. Her instructions to imagine scenaries gave me positive energy and I felt like I am on an adventure trip.
She was very patient throughout the process. At times, I even went asleep. She brought me back to conscious mode and drove me in the journey frequently. Very soon I was asked to travel to another life. I even felt like some negative energies trying to stop me. But her voice was very commanding that gradually took me altogether to a different scene. For the next hour what was rolling through my mind was something which I couldn’t forget in my life. I am sure it couldn’t be my creativity or imagination. She was orchestrating the whole drama. She was guiding me to find answers of who am I , what I was doing then, who am I related to and so on?
Even though the scene I saw broke my heart, it somehow correlated to the behaviour I have in my current life. I felt very bad of what I was. I travelled to various stages of that life. I even could see how I died. If some one telling me this, I won’t believe it either until I experience it. I felt very hard and low in energy. I decided finally to come out of the life which She agreed to help me with.
The returning process was also smooth. I opened my eyes finally.
She was sitting next to me with all the patience in the world. I asked her for water and my immediate next question was what’s the time? I couldn’t believe what she said. It was 3 PM in the evening. We started the session at 12 PM if I was remembering correct. I felt like I just had a roller coaster ride. The beauty was, she captured every thing what I told her and shared the document with me. I thanked her for helping me travelling inward. I told her that she is one person that I can never forget in my life. She smiled gently.
What this whole experience has taught me? Certainly a lot. Every actions will a have an equal and opposite reaction. But it was not something that started when Newton invented it. It was existing from the day the universe was created. That is what is happening. Our every reaction in our current life had an Action in our Past life. If we understand the core reason for what we are reincarnated into this world, we would certainly make ourselves happy and meaningful. Until we realize the fault and correct them, we won’t be meaningful for ever.
If you ask me “Life after Death exist?” I would say NO. According to me it is actually ‘Life after a Life” which do exists.
